MY STLE CAN BY CONSISTED OF...

just a few stylez i like to keep trendin,these cats have some of the most influential swag to me and mine...if u know me ud agree right lol?


Mtv's top 10 mcs of 2009....do you agree???

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iLL Quote from Donut.com

“Wisdom doesn't automatically come with old age. Nothing does - except wrinkles. It's true, some wines improve with age. But only if the grapes were good in the first place.”

"Whatever You Want"

Illest Thing I Read In A Min...

My Lifes Very Complex...


SOOO I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO START,IN THE EYES OF MOST I HAVENT BEEN THE SAME OLD NICK THAT I HAVE BEEN SINCE IVE TURNED 21 THIS YR IN APRIL.I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT "IM NOT" THE SAME NICK THAT I USUALLY AM.IT IS MAINLY BECAUSE OF ALL THE BAD SHIT THAT HIT ME LIKE A SACK OF BRICKS SINCE APRIL 19TH 2009.MY ENGINE IN MY CAR BLEW ON ME THEN,I LOST MY SOURCE OF INCOME,THEN ME MY FAMILY DRIFTED APART FARTHER THAN EVER,AND PEOPLE AROUND ME STARTED TO ACT DIFFERENT IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE FROM FRIENDS TO PEOPLE I KNOW,AND THIS LIST GOES ON AS FAR AS THE DOWNHILL JOURNEY IVE BEEN ON.I DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT I DID FOR ALL THIS TO HAPPEN BUT THE FACT OF THE MATTER THESE THINGS HAVE BEEN HAPPENING TO ME ...AND SOME OF THEM ARE OUTTA MY CONTROL BUT THE THINGS THAT ARENT OUTTA MY CONTROL,ARE HARDER TO FIX THAN THE ONES THAT ARENT IF THAT MAKES ANY SENSE.I FEEL LIKE IM STUCK IN TIME,WHILE OTHER PEOPLE GO OUT N DO THINGS AND MAKE MOVES IN LIFE WHILE I SIT AN WATCH HISTORY REPEAT ITSELF.IVE BEEN IN THIS POSITION IM IN NUMEROUS TIMES BUT NOT AS BAD AS NOW.A PERSON CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH STUFF BEFORE THEIR HANDS ARE BEYOND FULL AND THEY BREAK DOWN,AS THAT REFERS TO ME IM THE TYPE OF PERSON TO TRY AND JUGGLE EVERYTHING AT ONCE AND I REALIZED THAT I DONT THINK I CAN AND I NEED TO JUST DROP ALL EXCESS BAGGAGE AND PICK THINGS UP ONE THING AT A TIME.BUT I DONT KNOW THE CONSIQUENCES OF DROPPING EVERYTHING AND STARTING OVER ESPECIALLY WHEN EVERYTHING IN MY HANDS HAS A BOND IN SOME SORT OF WAY IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.SO SAY I DROP THAT PEICE OF BAGGAGE THAT I DONT NEED IN MY LIFE BUT THE OTHER THINGS IN MY LIFE HAVE A TIE TO IT,HOW ARE THINGS GUNNA BE AFTER THAT.I DONT KNOW HOW I WOULD HANDLE IT YET MY MENTALITY IS THAT I WONT KNOW UNLESS I DO IT,ALTHOUGH IT MIGHT NOT BE THE RIGHT WAY TO GO ABOUT IT.ESPECIALLY AFTER THIS PAST WEEKEND IT MAKES ME THINK TO MYSELF WHAT AM I REALLY DOING??AM I GUNNA SIT IN THIS TIME CAPSULE AND KEEP LETTIN THINGS REPEAT THEMSELVES WHILE EVERYONE ELSE MOVES FORWARD AND PROGRESSES?.....IN MOST CASES I WOULD SAY ONLY TIME WILL TELL BUT NOW I TELL YOU THIS IM NOT GUNNA SIT AROUND HERE FEELIN SORRY FOR MYSELF AND EXPECT OTHERS TO DO THE SAME ... MY TIME IS NOW WETHER YOU ARE APART OF MY MOVEMENT AND MY LIFE FROM HERE ON OUT OR NOT...JUST KNOW THAT IM GUNNA MAKE SOMETHING OUT OF NOTHIN "NO EXCUSES" AT ALL NOTHING CAN CHANGE THAT...

Hov in the double xl mag!


XX-L: With a successful Blueprint 3, you could really make it cool to be a 40-year-old rapper. But, playing devil’s advocate, success could also encourage 40-year-old rappers who should hang it up to continue rhyming professionally, because Jay did it. Ever consider that possibility?


JAY-Z: No matter what I do, any person that gets to this stage of their life is going to do whatever is in their heart. I think people should make music as long as their heart is in it. As long as they’re pushing past the deadline four times and they’re still making more records. Like, there are thousands of boxers that could have retired before they had that fight, Muhammad Ali for one. But you never stop— because of one, your passion or greed, your financial situation, there may be a need, you know? The thing that I can do is stretch the subject matter. Whether Kingdom Come was your favorite album or not, “30 Something,” you have to deal with that subject matter [in that song]. If [the target audience is] 15 to 25, that’s too narrow. What am I going to listen to at 26 and beyond? That’s a quarter of my life. That’s such a small slice of the pie. We have to expand the genre. I would love to listen to hip-hop all day. Of course, now there are other things making their way into my CD changer or iPod, because of the lack of material. It doesn’t speak to me. Everyone is speaking to the kids, thinking that’s the key to success. The sad part of it is that all these [rappers] saying it are 30 years old, at least. Sometimes 35. It’s misleading. It’s that lack of growth that will keep us in a certain place.

Good Quote..

" Quote of The Day"

“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”
- Maria Robinson

A Good Quote I Read..


"Quote of The Day"

"The greater the loyalty of a group toward the group, the greater is the motivation among the members to achieve the goals of the group, and the greater the probability that the group will achieve its goals."
-Rensis Likert

IT'S BEEN A MINUTE..


YO BLOG WORLD ITS BEEN A MINUTE, I KNOW I KNOW SINCE I UPDATED THIS THING BUT I HAVENT REALLY HAD MUCH INSPIRATION BUT IM BACK ON IT. ALOTTA THINGS HAVE BEEN HAPPENING WITH ME AND AROUND ME THAT ARE KIND OF HARD TO EXPLAIN.SO I MIGHT JUST GIVE YALL THE OVER ALL SHORT SUMMARY OF IT ALL OR ATLEAST AS MUCH AS IM COMFORTABLE WITH LETTING OUT.MY TRIP TO JAMAICA LAST MONTH WAS A GREAT EXPERIENCE IT REMINDED ME OF WHERE IM FROM AND MADE ME REMEMBER WHY IM SO PROUD OF WHO I AM AND WHERE IM FROM.I SAW A LOT OF FAMILY I HAVENT SEEN SINCE I WAS A BABY AT THE REUNION.THE PEOPLE BACK HOME WORK SO HARD FOR EVERYTHING THEY HAVE AND HERE I AM UP HERE SAYIN AT TIMES I DONT WANNA GO IN TO WORK AND I REALIZED I HAVE THE CHOICE TO GO IN OR NOT SOME PEOPLE DONT. I TOOK ALOTTA THINGS FOR GRANTED,AND I AM SO PROUD OF MY PARENTS FOR MOVING TO GIVE ME A BETTER OPPORTUNITY TO BE SOMEBODY. I LOVE THEM TO DEATH.AS FAR AS THE PEOPLE AROUND ME GO MAN THATS A SAGA IN ITSELF I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN.


PEOPLE ARE DOIN THEIR OWN THING AS THEY SHOULD,AND I SIT BACK AND OBSERVE UNTIL I GET BACK ON MY FEET. JUST THINK OF IT LIKE UR WATCHIN A MOVIE THERES A FIGHT DUDE GETS KNOCKED DOWN AND THE CAMERA VIEW IS 1ST PERSON AND HIS VISION IS BLURRY AND ALL THESE THINGS ARE GOIN ON THERES COMMOTION ALL AROUND AND HES WATCHIN EACH THING UNFOLD . PEOPLE ARE CHANGING ALL AROUND ME AND MOVING IN DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS.AND I DONT KNOW WHERE IM SUPPOSED TO GO OR WHERE IM SUPPOSED TO BE.AND UNTIL I KNOW THAT N FIGURE OUT WHAT IM SUPPOSED TO DO I CANT HELP ANYONE ELSE AS MUCH AS I REALLY WANT TO AND TRUST ME I DO....BUT THATS ALL FOR NOW I GOT SUM THINKIN TO DO BEFORE I CONTINUE ON ABOUT EVERYONE N EVERYTHING ELSE JUST KNOW THE STORY ON ALL THAT JUST TOOK A HARD TURN...N DK IF THATS GOOD OR BAD..

GOD BLESS STAY FRESH